Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Under Estimating God
It is late and I am so tired, but I have got to share this story with you. This year I have been teaching the history remediation class for those students who have not passed the graduation exam. It has been taxing to say the least. Sometimes I think I have learned more than the kids. Anyway, right before the exam, I was totally exhausted and stressed to the max. And one night, Ran asked me how many did I expect to pass. I thought about it and said, I want all of them to pass, but I would feel accomplished if 5 passed--this is out of 15 total. So that night, I started praying for 5 to pass. I wanted all of them to make gains, but I only asked for 5. Well, the results came in yesterday and guess how many passed? 5! And 8 of them are within 10 points of passing! I was cracking up inside as they read over the results. And as I walked back to my "room" I laughed out loud and said "Thank you Lord!" And there in the silence of the hallway, he said "Why didn't you ask for more?" Then, I really began to laugh. Why had I only asked God for a small portion? B/c had I asked for all he would have provided that too! Basically it all came down to my inability to believe in the omnipotence of God. The God who created EVERYTHING...and I won't trust him with 15 kids! Isn't this so typical of our fleshly nature??
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
I decided to start this blog after I ran across another mom's blog and was inspired by her. I want to share my faith and family with anyone willing to listen. Being a mom is the most awesome gift I have ever received. These 2 girls have opened my heart to a love I never knew existed. Thank you God! You are truly amazing and everyday I marvel at your wonderous works through the eyes of my children. May this blog bring glory and honor to your name, and someday, may it provide my girls with a glimpse into the true heart of their mom.

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